NEED HELP! i'm 13 year old girl and need advice on this boy in the year above. THIS IS A LONG STORY* !!!!!?

First of all, you should never post a picture of yourself on these things. I will say you're gorgeous, (not meaning to be a creeper, I'm a highschool chick too), so you shouldn't worry about that. Also, you're young and one of the saddest things to see is another chick helplessly chasing a . Chances are, he probably doesn't deserve you if he treats you like that, and you really want someone who can appreciate every aspect of you without feeling ashamed. No one wants to feel like they're not wanted. No matter how much you think you want him, I suggest you don't pursue it. It won't be worth it.